However life is not like that!!! My boyfriend kept teling me this "Life is not about quantity, but the quality." I have never understood this until now. I realised I have been selfish and had been putting a guard around people, hurting them first before they can get me. Not that I had been a rebel and angry person my whole life, but there I discover inner peace that says "There is nothing to get upset about." I realised how small and narrowminded I have been, wallowing in my little world of comparison and pride.
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I felt the joy of doing things myself and I learnt that I loved to cook!!! From the point where I did not know how to hold a peeler to skin a fruit to the competency of slicing thin shreds of carrots to bake my carrot cake. It's not a bad thing, fortunate I should say, however I have not tasted the freedom of independency.till now. Outwardly, I learnt how to cook and clean, something I have never done in my whole life since everything has to taken care of for me since young. I took in the culture of Auzzies and learnt a lot about life through the people around me. I have been to Melbourne many times but a few weeks is not the same compared to a few months. I went to Melbourne for 2ish months and it was a great time of knowing more friends and Melbourne. Haven't I grown at all? Yeah I did of course, but it was my trip to Melbourne that had opened my eyes and widened my horizons on what I have been missing out my whole life. It may seem a little ironic to put this as the growing up process since I'm pretty old. And this time I am blogging with a new identity. If it is not for His help, I wouldn't have come out strong. The most important thing is to have God with me. I used to not believe in friends but after I came here, I realized that I do need friends and I learned to cherish my old friends even more. It is true we have fought and got angry with one another, but they are ultimately the ones who will stand beside you and support you in times of need.
My family is the biggest blessing in my life. I have learned the importance of family and friendship. :) It may not be pretty smooth sailing and exactly happy moments for me, but at least I have grown and learned. There have been ups and downs, times when I feel lonely and want to go home to my family.
Well it has been a year of discovering and growing for me.
I did not even have time to think and reflect on my time here and the year is almost gone. Just finished and handed in my Honours thesis and awaiting anxiously for my results, hoping that I can get a scholarship for PhD.
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